UWAAH! I'm, like FREAKING OUT MAN!!!

I'm totally freaking out...  My ensemble preformance is today and I'm just now getting scared and nervous and all that other stuff that comes with preformances and crud.  When I started brushing my teeth for the second time today (idk why, but before big events i like to brush my teeth an extra time) it hit me in the gut that we were either going to do great or totally fail...  However, there are some things that my teacher apparently forgot to tell us about our perfomance.  Like how it has to be a minimum of three minutes long O-O  This whole time we've been practicing it, we've been going way too fast and idk if it's even two minutes.  Ergh, I'm so nervous!!  I need a hug or something cuz im about to freak out...  Just hope that I don't start crying (it prob won't get that bad but i kinda feel like it right now).  You know, during one of our vocab quizes in band, our teacher made us write down what we do to get keep calm before a performance.  my reply- "nothing, i usually freak out inside"  Ya, well now it's happening...  I'm so scared! o>.<o  maybe things will change on my ride there...  If only my ride would show up... wish us luck!!!  please?

Sudden Realization

I was looking at a Harvest Moon blog thing and I suddenly realized-  Harvest Moon needs to make another wii game!!  Like, seriously, HMToT and HMAP were some of the best games ever!!!!  I kinda want to play them again but i've already beaten them...  Oh please Harvest Moon creators!!  Forget about the DS and 3DS already!!  I want a wii game so bad!!  oh, that and Gakuen Hetalia for DS should have come out in Hetalia today!!  They really need to convert it to english.  Like, no joke O_O  i REALLY want a Hetalia game...  sadly, they've already had the version for PSP out for awhile and they haven't converted that yet.  Maybe something will be different with the DS game.  I hope so...  In other news, Harvest Moon Lands of Origin (or something like that, I've heard many variations of this...) came out a little while back, sometime late February, and it looks pretty good.  Hopefully they release it in the US.  It's for 3DS and new features include being able to change the layout with your farm and your hair color and skin tone.  Yes, no more having to stick with the original character- you can make it look like you!  Or some other anime character!  Exciting, right?  As for the eligible bachelors in the game, I'm not extremely impressed -.-  Amir and Witch are back though, yay!  That's all i really have to say now...   ........ ................. bye.

I have been... forgotten

My science teacher forgot me again XP  this is about, the third or fourth time he's forgotten about me.  I might as well care around a polar bear and call myself Canada...  At this rate, I'm kinda starting to feel a bit like him.  But really, it's just my science teacher.  This time, he forgot that I haven't presented yet.  Its a little bit understandable because I had switched places with another group and he said he had already crossed my name off.  But if that's the case, why didn't he just rewrite it?  Idk, I'm not angry, just a little hurt.  Like a little little.  Like, somebody just flicked me on my arm kind of hurt.  Well, idk how much that hurts to you but not much to me.  In other words, I still have to present and now it's more of an annoyed feeling than a nervous feeling.  Hopefully everything goes well...

Kinda nervous...

UWAAH!!!  I have to present my project tomorrow and it totally sucks!!  Not to mention I have a fear of public ___ (insert blank with any word, public anything is bad i.e. speaking, presenting, talking, appearances).  I'm kinda scared but not to the point of freaking out. o>_<o <--- for some reason, my cousin thinks that face looks weird, does anybody mind telling me how it could?

Science Project

So, I was supposed to present my project today...  But, when he called my name to start presenting and I kinda freaked out a little (I really only put my head in my hands) a group of girls stepped forward saying they wished to switch places with me.  So I went ahead and let them.  Their car failed.  It couldn't got the nessecary 1.5m.  Which sucks.  And their video was lame.  So, now I have to present either some time tomorrow or Thursday.  My science teacher asks us questions while we present too and being a one person group (most people did two or three people groups) will make my job harder >_<   Oh well, this way, when he asks a question, I can yell "Irrelevant!" and then quickly follow up with the answer.  AH!!  I should have just presented today!!  Now I wish I would have presented...  My power point is horrible though...  I wish I could have done the video!!! >_<

RAH!!

I'm back.  After such a long leave of absense.  I was sick =/  and really angry about missing school.  grr.  Oh well, that and I had a lot of things i had to make up and stuff and i just didn't feel like getting on.  So, i finished my newton mobile and it looks pretty good.  Actually, i made a prototype and helped my dad with the one im going to present in class.  And I had to make a poster.  And a power point...  Oh, and type an essay and do a data packet.  All last night.  I only got 4 1/2 hours of sleep last night and im about to fall asleep...  RAH!!  I'm not going to fall asleep!!  Not yet!!  So, on my car, I put Britain from Hetalia.  A little papercraft doll.  My teacher did say that it has to be big enough to hold an army man!  And he is definitely wearing a military uniform!!!  So, most people in my class did a car with a sail or a balloon car.  Mine might be the only rat trap car...  I hope so, it'll make it unique.  I was so angry!!  (yes, it's random but im switching gears back to the power point).  I was going to make a video for my project and it would have been all awesome except that because I got sick, I lost my voice!  Not only that (it only lasted a day or two) but for the whole week following (even now) it sounded weird.  I went to school and was told I sounded like an old man, a 30-year-old smoker, a 40-year-old smoker, a child smoker, and a teenage boy.  The french horn player made fun of my voice because I kept cracking...  It's just about back to normal now though!!  Now, back to the newton mobile, (because I began writing this Friday and am just now finishing it, it may sound a bit weird) I put it in a plastic bag and left it on a shelf in my science teacher's room.  Then, on the bus ride home, I realized I left Britain! O_O  I left Britain, all alone, in the science room, in a plastic bag no less!!  The whole weekend!!  We didn't even get to celebrate eyebrow day together!!!  I almost cried T_T I'm such a bad parent...  My cousin and friend gave me grief about it, on top of the regret I had...  maybe he'll be back for Pi Day...  I hope so.  Not that it's as personal.  I'm probably going to have to present my project in class tomorrow...  Wish me luck!!  (some guys presented theirs already and it was really good for them...  all of their examples went together... and what do I have?!  Leonardo Dicaprio walking a tortoise!!)